Disrupting My Comfort Zone

This is actually something I've been thinking about lately. I've been stuck in a certain role with radio, I always go to Z95.5 and do the same thing, I'd like to find a way to change it up. As for event DJing, I want to learn to ACTUALLY DJ- with discs- scratching, not just picking songs to play. On that same note, I want to mix my own music but I haven't tried much simply because each time that I do, it's too difficult, and sounds like shit, so i stop. I want to force myself to finish a song project.